heartless

i dont know, if i'm just in love once in my life..
the others, may one of the love story..but may not be the love..
but, i prayed..at one day..there will be someone that can be as love..

i love to live in my past..but hate to face the truth about it..
it's killing me inside..every single pieces it's keep hurting..
until some days, that i never know..

please forgive me, in what im doing..in what i'm facing..

it's not my intention to be like this..not even i know that i become like this..
i hope..this will be end soon..
please..
give me some direction..guide me to what should i be..

but..if this make u hurt..just leave me as what i am..
one day which we dont know when..it may happen again..

thanks for crying for me, laugh with me..and be with me..